ok so, I don't even know where to begin.
ok read my e-mails...go through my shit...its great. I have NOTHING to hide. NOTHING! who's Matt? NOBODY! I do totally understand why you would do that. I'm just going to put it out there. We have a problem with trust, and that is because of the way we got together. If we are going to be together we have to work through this. You can't hold it against me either because we never planned on this going as far or as serious as it has, correct?? I understand you have options...trust i know this & also trust I do, too. These "options" I speak of don't even compare to you...actually I'm not even looking so I don't even have anyone to compare you to...but if I did, you would win. I went through your shit just like you did mine so I can't hate on you...wont be a hater that's for sure. Just remember all these feelings of discouragement, being lonely..blah blah blah...well I'm feeling them too. I also think how happy I am with you. I think about that look in your eyes when you are looking at me...know I feel the same way. I know this is hard because OMG! I am going through the same thing you are, sooo.....enough said? I love you eric. We got something special...def different & I'm holding on...not letting go anytime soon. This can only make us stronger. 14 days betch!
"eric"
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