you still blow my mind. I just dont get why guys have double standards?! I mean grow the fuck up already. jealously....so over it. If we are going to be together than lets do it if not fuck this dumb shit and move on. give me your heart, lets make this real or forget about it. you say I have your heart...achoo. act like it. how can you get on my case for doing something your also doing yourself? you do you baby. if that involves me...GREAT and if not that is cool too. Im not doing anything wrong, nothing to hide. trust is a fucked up thing and i know we fucked ourselves from the beginning but if this is ever going to work something has got to give. we cant get through one day without bitchin at each other over some dumb shit



&& for the record I LOST SIGNAL just now i was in the middle of typing this shit thats why i didnt call right back! some dumb shit right there...



i wanna give up so bad bc i feel like we are getting no where! for every nice civil convo we have there are 5 fucked up ones to match it. i knew this wasnt going to be easy and i told you that. I knew shit would be like this sooner or later but i was willing to fight for it...now i feel i am fighting against you.



im your girl, your in love with me, you would kill for me...blah eric fukin blahs
if all thats true what is the deal?



i love you

please already...

LIVE IN THE REAL WORLD with me;

promise it'll be soo fun